confused. unable to make decisions. think i can make a decision, but then when that decision leads to the next decision, i'm frozen again. stuck, frozen. don't know what i want. can see many possibilities, but don't know which road to take. limbo.
the world won't wait for me to make up my mind. if i don't make it up, i'm choosing something. forks go by and i choose a route whether i do it consciously it or not. i am aware of the forks passing, but i can't figure out how to evaluate one route versus the other. i just don't fucking know, and don't have time to figure it out. coin flip?